Ryan Bender-Murphy

 

 

Family Hour

 

 

AUDIO

 

 

There is a body bag

stomping in your bedroom.

 

The zipper undoes itself

and a pale hand

 

reaches for your hand.

Happy Thanksgiving.

 

Says the turkey on television

in your parents’ kitchen.

 

A fork rattles

in your father's mouth

 

clinking each chip

of elephant tusk.

 

Your brother chisels a star

in the backyard

 

gutting light-pulp

and throwing it in a bucket

 

where the dog chooses

before it chews.

 

Your mother tickles her pan

into a kangaroo's pouch.

 

It might be singing

while she is scooping

 

while she is singing

those holiday tunes.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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With This Sword

 

 

AUDIO

 

 

With this sword I crack open the shopping mall

and little devils that spit tar and ocean liners in forests.

 

With this sword I spread the cinnamon sea, your ears, nightmares

of sheep, and monsters that spit violins.

 

Spoons become valedictorians, speechwriters,

they toss eyes all over dance floors.

I can't even kiss your purse.

 

With this sword I eject monsters from your mouth

and the spit from another man's throat.

 

The nightmares of fat kids

boom in the air, you devil, you pigeon wailing like a valedictorian

on the final stage.

 

With this sword I want to call you home, break the Amazon River,

slice shells of men and shells of my hands,

slice shells circling in clouds and shells hammering on me during jazzercise.

 

You fall asleep over me

like a polar bear that sipped too much Coca-Cola.

 

With this sword I might, with this sword I muster, with this sword

gerbils cackle but do not nibble my hands.

 

With this sword you don't have to be a boulder

spilled from a devil's ashtray.

 

Come outside of the wizard's math book, the penciled syllabus.

Come outside of the cinnamon sea, filled with chicken pox.

 

With this sword the piano plays itself, your sheep gallop into the kiddie pool.

Cigarettes turn into jazz, not chemotherapy.

Sunken treasure falls out of the devil, you fall

out of the devil.

 

With this sword pitchers fill with lemon water

students exit the lobby and forget about math equations.

They spit trees onto their calculators.

 

With this sword tar migrates into obituaries.

You wear gowns and step on fat kids during snowstorms.

 

The markets sell folktales. I tickle nuclear fields.

I slice the throbbing throat of chemistry from your sister

who wears ugly sweaters at Christmas.

 

With this sword the snow does not fall on my shoes

and raincoats cannot terrorize daylight.

Fires melt the coats of sheep.

 

I save the ancient seas

and they start swelling again from your eyes.

Finally we can crash jet skis into the merry-go-round.